This week's ramble
This has been a really productive week and a very back stepping week at the same time.
I went to Club not on orientation 2 this week. It was really good and I'm learning a lot of new skills. I also really enjoy it, which is a plus! They had been in need of a person with the skill sets I have and I am happy I can fill that gap. It's very fun and rewarding. I feel recognized and appreciated.
But with this comes stress. And frankly, the fact that I'm not used to it yet. So I feel like I've regressed in life outside of club. I find myself very fatigued and cranky. There are times nothing can make me happy, and I'm much more emotional. basically, I'm a handful to take care of.
I feel this is due to the amount of change in my life. I'm going to a work environment. I'm interacting with other people. People expect me to be able to do things I enjoy doing and things that are new. Theres a schedule.
These things are all new to me, and I think the stress I've put on myself is contributing. Hopefully over time, I'll get used to this and adjust to this. the beginning is just very rocky. But I don't intend on giving up.
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